deja vu

i seems to be using this word a lot lately... could be the Deja Vu movie i watched last year.. or was is two yeasr ago.. well whatever... i'm feeling like this again.. going throught this not so nice feeling almost every 4 months once.. sigh... why does this happen? will it happen again? same thing over and over again? will it get worst the next time it happen? sigh... who knows.. who cares? i do.. and i don't like the feeling...

BLAME

friends?
lecturers?
society?
the leaders?
the system?
GOD?

whenever things goes wrong, we will automatically blame on someone or something..
shouldn'e we be accountable for what we have done?
aren't we be responsible for our own life?
what is right or wrong.. what to do and what not to do..
what are the consequences of this and that..

we always point at others.. someone or something to blame on.. i know i always did.. makes me feel powerless of my own life.. dependent on someone or something else...



my friend has this on his T-shirt... got me thinking when i first saw it.. what it means.. slow huh? well... now i know... be responsible for my own life and dont blame on others when things don't turn out the way i wanted... the consequences of my action

surrender

Total Surrender

that is the most difficult thing to do.. the most challenging thing to do... especially when we decide to walk the path of the righteous.. the devil will constantly be there to attack us.. when things don't turn out the way we want.. we always ask God why? why GOd? Why?
why me? why? and we will hate God for it.. doubting if he loves us like the bible says so.. is he a cruel God and find joy in putting us in the most difficult situation.. but.. but.. but... God himself has went throught what we are going through.. he came down to be with us.. FAITH.. we ask god.. where is my blessings? how long will I need to suffer like this? how long? i cannot take it any more.. when? blessings come in disguise.. good or bad.. God's almighty.. his wisdom is far greater than us. mere humans.. what right do we have to Question God? unless we can create light by just saying.. 'let there be light...' i was depressed.. i hated God for a while.. because thinhgs dont turn out the way i wanted it to be.. then i realise.. this is just another chapter of my life.. i'll hang on to God.. believing and leaving Him to control my life.. i know i willfall again and again.. but His LOVING arm will be there to catch me and hold me up... who say being a believer is free of problems? no we are not.. but we have HOPE.. our hope is in GOD because he cares.. because Gos loves each and everyone of us.. i still believe.. i will still hold on..

Psalm 25

A Prayer for Guidance and Protection

Psalm 1 is a signpost for making the right choice of road

*this picture is from another site*

Psalm 25 is a companion for the same traveller.

Seek to follow the Lord daily, so that at the crossroads of life you may pray confidently,

'show me your ways, teach me your paths.' Psalm 25:4

no matter who we are and what we have done... God still loves us and he is waiting for us to come back to Him with his hands wide open... He is a loving God

D.I.E

People die...
Plants die...
Animals die...
Desires die...
Passions die...

...Everyone & Everything Dies...
...but not MUSIC...

I just had a sudden...
i will miss my dogs when they die...
my dog, Brownie is old...
humans years.. around 6 years...
how many years is that in dogs years...
i know i will miss her...
we will miss her...

...........

some say: cool...
some say: u crazy ah?
some say: your mom is going to faint...
some say: nice..
some say: FUIYO!!! ganas...
some say: wah!!
some say: HAHAHA... Ah Gua's hair....
i say: gila for once

.picture taken using my handphone. low quality.

Beautiful Colours

Found these beautiful colours in one of the many churches in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia